I woke up late because I slept at about 9:30-10 because I was texting Jamie and Tim and Gabo and I are so hyper last night. Yesterday was a miracle 'cause Gabs and I didn't fight. Haha! This morning in school, I was quiet during the Assembly. I wasn't in the mood to talk and besides, I didn't sit with Jenessa, Drei and Jamie. It was really cold in school even in the afternoon. I should've brought my jacket. End the school thing.
My emotions are really mixed up. I don't know. I feel Happy, Sad, Angry, Pissed, Enamored. Ok, in short, I'm befuddled. I can't write what's happening really right now for certain reasons. It'll cause me anxiety. Haha! Jamie told me that it can be, but, I'm really holding back. I know it'll be hard to cope up with changes. It's better of that way. I know the upshot of it. I can't think straight and I don't know its ground. I've been in this state of obsucurity these past few days. So, It's a little difficult to understand what I'm saying. Maybe what's wrong with me is that I can't squeeze out my mind what I really want to say because it's really hard for me to.
I just want to thank:
1)Tim
-for cheering me up last night, YEAH Dude, you cheered me up. Thanks for understanding my outlandish problems. These words made up my day: Sympre, ikaw pa. Bestfriend. And for giving me guidance and lifting up my general feeling yesterday.
2)Jamie
-Again, for understanding me yesterday. Thank you for making me laugh, smile and thanks for the advices. Sorry if I'm being like this lately, you know the reason. Though I'm trying not to think about it and hold back. Sorry.
3)Marvin
-Thanks for that simple act of thoughtfulness or should I say sweetness. These also made me smile:
<[B2iN`]> say "hi" to abbie for me.
Sorry, I was in Gabo's room that time. Thanks Marvs.
and lastly
4)Gabo
-oohh, it's a little awkward writing his name here 'cause we fight most of the time and maybe he doesn't even know that he made me FEEL LOVED. Haha! Anyway, Thanks Gabs for cheering me up last night and for still, keeping up with my mood. It was fun bonding with you Gabs. It's will always be etched in my mind. Thanks.
IM REALLY THANKFUL THAT I HAVE YOU, guys! I'm so FLUKY. Haha! What a word. LOVE YOU!
♥ Vindicated @ 6.12.04
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