You love me but you don't know who I am.♥

Friday, April 29, 2005

Yay! New Layout. :D Haffeee. My body aches. Shit. Walang tigil na swimming. May compe pa. Bullshyet.

..why am I the only one standing stranded on the same ground.♥

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Feeling ko yung line na yan meaning e, "IWANAN SA ERE". Wala ako-tayong magagawa, may mga mga tao talagang ganun. Ewan ko ba, siguro, "human nature" na yun.

Kausap/ Katext ko si Ciello at sa Soph for these past few days. Ilang beses ko nabasa at narinig yung tanong na:
"Bakit ba kasi ganun ang guys? Dapat wala nalang sila e." At ako naman, nagpapakabait towards guys e sabi ko: "Eh, kung walang guys sa mundo, anong mangyayari satin?". Yihiii. Mukhang kampi ako sa mga boys, pero hindi. Ulul! Haha!
Pero come to think of it, it is true. If there's no guys around, walang "Aaaah, Si *toot*!" O kaya mga i love you i love you at lalo na wala ng Kilig Moments para satin. Yuck, ang jologs. Kilig moment. Putek. Haha!

Balik sa pag iiwan ng guys sa mga girls. Or nagpapaasa. Or nagpaparamdam kahit may GF na. Or ginagago/pinagtritripan ka lang. Bakit ganun? Parang girls na lang lagi nasasaktan. This is my opinion. Not yours.

Men are our enemies but still we love them. Oo nga no, enemy na nga natin, mahal mo pa rin. Dito siguro nag-aapply yung mga sinasabi ni Jesus na we should still love our enemies. Hmm.. Wow connected ang mga bagay. Kung sa kabaaitan ibebase, girls ang "pinaka-martyr". 'Cause we always take the blame, the sufferings and the pain. I'm sorry if you don't agree with me.

I've received a lot of quotes lately, and man, sobrang nice.

*Minahal ko siya kahit mali, inantay kahit sobrang tagal, nagbigay kahit ubos na, nagparaya kahit sobra na. Lahat ginawa ko, kulang pa rin ba yun sa kanya para mahalin niya ako? O sapat na para iwan ko siya.

Hay, bakit ba kasi ganun? Putek.

If all else fail, would you be there, to love me?

Helena Video.Kick Ass.♥

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Helena Video

watch it. :P KICK ASS.

Survey.♥

Sunday, April 17, 2005

1.)Using song titles, spell out your name:
a- Anti-gravity -Incubus
b- Blood on the Ground -Incubus
b- Buffalo Soldier -Bob Marley
i- I miss you - Incubus
e- Echo- Incubus
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
None.

3) What song makes you cry?
Cupid. Haha. Reminds me of someone. Or songs by BoysIImen. Basta songs na nasa CD na binigay niya.

4) What song makes you happy?
Broken Sonnet though it's a sad song.

5) What do you like to listen to before bed
CD compilation or Wave 89.1

6) How did Kurt Cobain's death affect you?
I was still a Kid that time. Badtrip? 'Cause wala ng Nirvana

7) How many CD's do you own?
A lot.

8) How many CD clubs do you belong to?
None.

9) What is the most embarassing song in your
playlist?
Sorry wala. Hahah!

10) Do you still listen to it?
:D

11) What CD did you buy because you only like
one song and begin to like the whole CD?
Spongecola? Haha.

12) What CD did you buy that was a total waste
of money?
None.

13) How old were you when you first started
getting into music?
When I was 2? I was exposed to Disney Songs.

14) Can you play an instrument?
Guitar, Bass, Piano, A little of drums

15) What song(s) do you always get stuck in
your head?
Broken Sonnet. Haaaaaa! Champ.

16) What song can you just not stand?
Yung mga kantang gross. Haha. Novelty Songs.

17) What group should be banned from the music
scene?
Mini-Bodies, Viva Hot Babes, Masculados at lahat ng mga groups na ganyan.

18) Whose music do you listen to that no one
else seems to like?
Beatles? Maybe because most people I know doesn't enjoy old school music.
19) What got you hooked on your all-time favorite
group?
It's vocalist, Brandon Boyd, his voice and Mike Einziger. It's also how they write their songs. Kick Ass!
20) When was the last time you bought a
cassette?
Hahaha. Last year. hahaha.

21) Rock/Pop:
More on Rock.

22) Rap/r&b
RNB. rap sucks, its a disgrace to the music industry.

23) Guitar/Piano:
Both.


24) Video/Audio:
Both.

25) CD/Cassette:
CD

26) Sing Along/Listen:
Both.

27) Acoustic/Electric:
Both.

28) Do you ever buy CDs for the cover & the
curiosity of the design on the CD itself?
No.

29) Do you focus more on the beat or the lyrics?
More on the lyrics. Listening to the song's meaning.
30) Do you listen to music you can relate to or
just whatever sounds good?
Yeah. Right.

BOREDOM. Arrrrggggh.

What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay. SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT. SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT.♥

Saturday, April 16, 2005

.. Damn, that song rocks! Parang ka voice niya yung sa Yellowcard and sa Jars of Clay. Galing. Ganda pa ng meaning nung song and the tone. EMO talaga the best.
**
came a time when every star falls
brought you to tears again
we are the very hurt you sold
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight

That's just an excerpt from the song. By the way, Helena yung title nung song by My Chemical Romance.

I've realized a lot of things lately. And I was supposedly going to post all of it the other day but again, katamaran took over me.

I realized..

*How small the world can get.
For certain reasons. Like mine, i just knew that my friend is the bestfriend of the girlfriend of this certain guy. Whew, long explanation. I almost slipped. Hay.

*How lucky I am to still be breathing.
Sometimes I wish I am dead but to what has been happening to me, I'm still very enamored with life. I still have my family and friends. Though they might not be there when I need them but still they still have faith in me.

*That time really runs fast.
It is like just sleeping for hours or going to a place then going back there again. Memories just keeps time so alive. It brings me back to what I've been and what I've been doing.

*That my family is athletic.
As I watched my cousins and my little sister swim, I've realized that we are a family of athletes. May it be in swimming, or soccer, badminton or tennis, golf or bowling. WOW, and yes, I am very proud.

*That God still loves me and my family.
We've been going through craps and scratches right now and yet my family's still standing. I still have them and they still have me. We're still strong.

*That Friendster now sucks.
Friendster lost its spark. Unlike before where it is really exciting to check out your account. But now, it reverses. Friendster sucks. Unknown people message you and insults you. *click report user and tadaahh. YOU'RE GONE.*

*That there are a lot of SHALLOW, CRAPPY, "MAYABANG", "FEELING" individuals.
The kind of people who thinks highly of themselves. They feel they're perfect and all that. Those kinds of people are simply shits. Wow, I'm inventing words.

*That LOVE comes at the right time.
Enough said.

*That patience can bring you a lot of things.
Honestly, I am impatient oftentimes. But having patience can give me the things I badly need.

*That no one beats "The Pacifier" and Max Theiriot.
It's one of the Best Movies I've ever seen. Second is Guess Who, starring Ashton Kutcher. THE PACIFIER IS A MUST SEE.

and LASTLY
*I LOVE LIFE.
I simply love it.

You got it bad.♥

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

WALA talaga akong maisip na title sa post ko. Kasi senseless slash useless din 'tong post na to kasi wala lang. Sobrang boring.

Lately, My senses came to see the Bi-sexual world. Ok, you might be thinking na, I'm a lesbian, Ewww, No way. I'M NOT.

*Dahil kay Franzis nalaman ko ang mga "hidden secrets" ng mga tao lalo na sa mga guys na hindi ko inaakalang ganun. For them pala, it's normal. I mean for the 'bi' people. Buti pa nga si Franzis may Love life e. 'So many guys, so little time'. Haha! That's not my Motto. Haha!

*This is really the real world. We have to face it.

Oh mehn, USED.♥

Monday, April 11, 2005

Haii. I'm tired.Got home from school, hindi dahil sa summer class, OK? pero
para bantayan ang sister ko. Dang! I woke up really early compared to these past
few days because that. Mom told me her class will start at 8:30 but then when we
got there, her class starts at 10. 2 and a half hour to wait. So, my sister and
I just went to the swimming pool to watch those who enrolled. Until  mom
arrived to check out my sister. Haii. Don't want to talk about that.

*I FEEL LIKE I'm being used.

Grounds:

Well, he calls me when he's not talking to his GF. Tapos, I don't know
and I'm not sure but nagpaparamdam siya, ata.  I HATE LOVE. Hehe. I
might be eating my words.

*Why do I fall easily? Anyone willing to answer.

KANINA, nakikinig ako sa discman ko ng CD ng E-heads. Siyet.
Ang galing talaga nila. They're just music Gods. Bakit kailangan pa
nilang ma disband. (I know the reason. Hahah!)  No one
beats Eraserheads. They used to go to our house. :( Waaaaah.

 

SANA MAGBALIK ANG E-HEADS.

I should've posted this yesterday, but I didn't. Hahaha! :P
Last Friday my family together with Sam, Ron and James watched different movies in Rob. We saw Sher there with her Mom and brother and they're going to watch the Pacifier, too. So, Sher just went with us. My parents and my little sister, Adette watched Spongebob the Movie, My Kuya, Gabo, Ron and James watched Sahara while Sam and I watched The Pacifier. At first, Sam didn't want to watch that movie, naasar pa nga ata e, good thing she listened to me. Or else, You won't come across MAX THERIOT . Weh, Come across daw o! HAHA! Such a hottie, right Sam and Sher?
*I'll post later.

Tralalala.♥

Thursday, April 07, 2005

I know I'm not inlove. I'm proud not to be one of them. Hahaha!

* It's amazing how easily you'll fall in love with someone who simply smiles, talks and stares at you..
The only hard thing to do is to make that person fall for you too.."
- This quote is simply the what people always say "patama". A lot of people go through that simple routine when it comes to love. It's either you :
1) Both "click" slash make that person fall for you too
or
2) Be one of those people who still up to now clings on that thin string of hope until the one they love falls for them.

What's with love anyway?

Loving hurts you and yet teaches you tons of things.

Loving is a blissful feeling but still breaks you into pieces. It makes you strong in any way.

LOVE IS full of twists and turns

I dreamnt of rainbows.♥

Monday, April 04, 2005

My dream was really weird but a happy one though.
Do dreams come true?
**
*him- the past. Haha!
I was with this guy, a hot guy, Hahaha! and he was really sweet. I don't knowwwww. Then it shifted to this scene were 'him' was sleeping and was trying to wake him up. Why do I have to dream about him? That made me think while I was in my room. Going back, the next 'oh-so-happy-scenario' happened in a very bright sky and the sun shining, a very pleasant and perfect day that I know I can only see in my dreams. I was in the car and it was directing towards the rainbow. The rainbow was just so perfect and it was endless. I asked one person I was with in the car, I don't know who he/she is for the digital camera but I ended up taking the rainbow's picture with my phone. It was really nice. I woke up smiling.

So, this day, Tito Len, Tita Vicky, Tita Trec, Nina Jie, Sam and I went to Makati then to Greenhills. It was fun, I had time to spend with my Ninang Jie. I haven't met her for years. She went here last Saturday and it was really suprising. We ate at YellowCab and I saw an annoying girl, really annoying. Akala mo kung makatingin. Yabang, sobraaaaaa. I also saw familiar faces, again.

Greenhills was too crowded. Hindi ka makakabili ng maayos kasi people are pushing you forward. Badtreef.
I browsed through Cheddar's blog then one of her posts was really funny, specifically the picture. Hahaha! Oh shit, I'm still laughing, Cheddar. Bruha ka! Hahaha!
Courtesy of Cheddar:

Pope John Paul II is such a holy man. Everyone grieves for his lost.♥

Sunday, April 03, 2005

The Pope is now dead. Every catholic grieves for his lost. It's like losing a man who represents Jesus and who is very holy. I can't say a thing.

THIS IS THE DAY. PRAY FOR THE POPE.♥

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Darrrrrrrrrrn Shiiiiiit.♥

Friday, April 01, 2005

I went to Jamie's house a while ago to get her Dad's Bass Guitar. Darn, sira naman ata amp ng DAD KO. He's not home pa naman. How am I going to practice? Shit. I borrowed it na nga so that I can practice pero wala din. Badtriiiiiiiip.



1 day to go and I'll be going on stage to perform. Man, this feeling kills. It's not just because I'll be facing a crowd, but I don't have enough practice. How am I going to do tomorrow? Baka pumalpak pa ko. Bass guitar, anyone willing to lend me? PLEASE. Just for today and tomorrow.
There is supposedly a practice today at Abello's house, Mesoforte's drummer, My kuya's friend, Guthrie, Cheska's boyfriend's band, blah blah, enough. But it didn't push through. I NEED PRACTICE. It'll be our first performance and hoping it'll be downright.

*Butterflies in my tummy.* Nako talaga, ayoko na magplay. I'm scared. I might pluck the wrong string or the gadgets might not work. Putek, I hate being so pessimistic kaya wala akong napapala e.
`I CAN' right, guys? I should ALWAYS start my verdict with I CAN.

TALK TO ME. Give me some 'pep talk'. Weh Abbie. Hahaha!

SHIT, Jamie. She's my savior. DAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRN. I LOVE YOUUUUUUU. Bassssssssssss! Come on, pakita ka na. Hahaha! O.A ka talaga, Isabelle. Mamatay ka. Hahaha! Kahit papano nawala ang isang thorn sa aking heart. YAKKKKK! JOLOGS KA.

My mind's filled with gladness. Isa kang malaking WEH, Isabelle.

THE SUSPECT

Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing. Does dance. Currently learning to play the violin.

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