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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Obviously, I have a new layout and I'm back after 1 month. Hehe.
Due to the demands of certain people, I will post something. Hehehe. Joke. This is the only time I got after months of consecutive hell weeks. I didn't go to school cause I'm sick. I was asked to go home yesterday from school. I'm feeling better now. Just nervous cause they're suspecting me on having this problem with my liver/gal bladder. Darrn. Dami. Hehe. So I'll be going to the hospital to be checked-up and see if there's stone on my gal bladder. I'm really scared. Scared of blood and even cuts. Ironic as it may seem, cause I'm exposed to that kind of environment. My dad operates a lot of people and he even had this pictures wherein he was operating someone. He took pictures of the organs and all. Ewww. Yucky. Haha. That's the reason why I hate and I don't want to be a nurse not even a doctor. Weirdo.


School has been so hectic and I really hate it. Especially Geometry and Algebra. Oh, how I just hate numbers. Like what Sr. Iris, our CAI teacher said: "It makes our life miserable." Hahah. Right right. I wonder how smart people love these subjects and how they're enthusiastic when Geom. and Algeb. time comes. Sometimes, I just want to snatch off their brains and put it on my head. Exchange brains, please. Hehe. May Final grades were quite OK, except for Algebra. Rarararar. RARRRRRRRR. I hate it. all my grades went up except for that insane subject. and. that. insane. teacher? Haha. I didn't get low grades last year because of our teacher. This year, our teacher was also our Algeb teacher when we were in 1st year. Yes, I got low grades when I was still a freshman. I hate the way she makes the test. Oh-so-hard tests. Enough about these subjects. Let me talk about Chemistry (sleep. commatose.), Nah. Nevermind. I might as well sleep. Hehe.
And yeah, I had my hair cut last night. :D Yay. Senseless.


What else. Hmm. It'll be our last day tomorrow and I don't know whether I'll go to school or not. If if ever I will not get sick. Gimiks here I come. Hehe. Speaking of Gimiks, I was supposedly going to Pat's birthday in Eastwood last Saturday. My dear friendly friends were there and I miss them so much. But unfortunately, I wasn't allowed to. I was really tired of getting excuses like, "malayo yun." , "it's late already." blah blah blah. I really got pissed off and I cried the whole night. I was thinking why they're being so strict and I'm sixteen already. Though it stilll isn't legal but I know my responsibilities. It's like they don't trust me. So because of that, I wrote my dad a letter and there I wrote how I really feel and all the hurtings I've been carrying. I'm sure he read it cause he isn't that hard on me anymore. It really took me a lot of guts to do that. Yay. I did it. It isn't that bad after all. We just have to be honest sometimes in a very respectful manner. I do not hate my parents.

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