Yesterday was EXTRAordinary. Wohoo. Salamat Belle and Isay. I had supah fun. We should do that often kahit na ang palpak nung ibang ginawa (like watching THAT MOVIE). Haha. Na-karma nga kami, ang pangit nung movie. So, can you figure out the film we watched? I needed that sort of gettaway with my friends. Badly. Instead of just venting to them over the phone or through text messages. I needed their company. A really big thank you, gays. :) Anyhow, I still need to collect 15 stickers to get that Starbucks planner. Yes I know it's kind of late cause I just got mine last Tuesday, but what the hell, I still got less than a month. Kaya yun. Kahit na hindi ako ganun ka-coffee junkie. We went to Starbucks with Lala and her friends, 11 people that is. We were only 5 so, 11:5. We weren't able to talk to them. We were in a hurry and so were they.

We dropped off Isay in Filinvest. Tapos, muntik lang naman kaming hindi makalabas ng subdivision kasi ayaw ibigay ng shitty guards yung license nung driver kasi nawala DAW niya yung gate pass pero, wala naman daw talagang binigay according to Kuya who was sitting infront and our driver. I got really pissed off cause my mom was calling me already and the guards were just - SHITTY. Sobrang daming nangyari, eventually nakuha rin yung license niya. Thanks to Mr. Lagunzad. I got to share stories with Belle manhid, too. She's just amazingly trustworthy. Goodluck on that stomach ache, manhid. :)

I talked to my friend from 10 to 3. He poured out emotions because of his current heartbreak. I just helped him and he helped me, too. I just hope he feels better than the past few days. He was really feeling down. He didn't tell a thing, I just noticed. I think he just needed someone to listen him (as much as I needed someone to listen to me). HEARTBREAK. Shit.

Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished:

tell yourself that what has passed will never come back.

Remember that there was a time when you could live without that person.

Nothing is irreplaceable.

A habit is not a need.

-Paulo Coelho

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STUPID ME.

I mentioned on my December 24 entry that I'll post entries here since I THINK no one bothers to read this unlike my Tabulas and multiply journal. HOWEVER, my bad. I advertised it through my YM status. Actually, I really placed the url on my status cause I thought that few people will click it. Darn. Yes yes, stupid me. Anyway, I don't care. I mean I'm going public. HAHA. So, if ever you guys read this. Why not try to comment? I'll be HAPPIER. Knowing you guys read my blog makes me happy already. Kilig me. HAHAHA! By the way, just to make things clear, I'm not against you reading this. Haha! It just snapped out of me, I AM STUPID. Hahah.

To those who bothered read this and asked me what's happening, I'm really sorry for not sharing these with you. I promise to make it up to you gays. :) Be happy.

RANDOM:

This just scares me. Most of my friends' status in YM talks about death and this friend who wants to die by poisining himself. DEATH? What the -, people. Don't you notice how colorful life is? Ofcourse it's not always rainbow bright, but hell, you're not human if you don't experience the darkness in your existence. I admit I am the MOST PESSIMISTIC person in the universe, or make that country. But I TRY to think positive, of what this life may bring. Now I will live on the saying, LET GO. LET GOD. He's the only ONE who knows what's best for us. Live thy life to the fullest, we just borrowed it from Him. LET THE IDEA OF ENDING IT GET OUT OF YOUR MIND. It's lame People of GOD. LAAMMMEEE.

This day was another ride on the emotional rollercoaster. Gah. Shit. Yeah, I survived this day. (Refer to the text below)

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♥ Vindicated @ 29.12.06

*The title doesn't have anything to do with my post. It's pure randomness.

I just got back yesterday from the North (of the Philippines). It was cold. That's why I feel sick today but this doesn't stop me from going out. I'm going to watch a movie with Isay. We need it for Filipino. Yesss, that Film Festival shiz.

I had an OKAY Christmas. It was still occupied with problems but resolved anyway. Baguio was fun though the Marquez members were totally incomplete. I got to bond with my fiends, ay brothers pala. Hahaha! I got know my little brother's dirtiest secret. : Hahah. Well, we needed that. We fight often. I missed everybody :) Especially ISAY and - Yeah. HAHAH. Eww, cheesy baby. (ISAY, SPECIAL MENTION YOU, DUYBA) I didn't get to capture much pictures cause I wasn't in the mood to. No vain buddies, Hi Sam!.

HELLO WORLD.

I'm inlove - with life.

I think it gives me something that makes me a better person. Ending my life didn't even cross my mind, never. It's lame. I mean, I got the chance to live and I am fortunate cause others didn't even reach the age I am now.

I MISS MY FRIENDS but I love the break. I don't want to go back to school. I haven't accomplished a project or a homework. Shit, tamad :Sana forever na ko ganito pero ayokong maging bum.

I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU GAYS :)

♥ Vindicated @ 28.12.06

A bittersweet Christmas for me.

Things happen. I don't know if I'm going to be happy or sad. Different reasons and roots of this so called bittersweet feeling. Today was one hell of a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I was happy then looped to sadness. Moodswings? Maybe. But anyway, I think it's better to seize this Christmas though it's my second without my grandpa.

I'm off to Baguio tomorrow. My first without the whole Marquez. It kind of suck cause I've been used to spending Christmas with the whole family since I was a kid. I'm surely going to miss them. HAHA. I'll be missing some fun, so are they. Heheh. They said it's cold in Baguio. Nako, sana. I need some cold air. HAHAHA.

I missed this blog. I usually write entries in my multiply site or tabulas. So, I guess it'll be better if I post here the events I think are more private. No one bothers to read this anyway.

I got to pack my things and not sleep na lang. I'll wait until the clock strikes 12. ;)

♥ Vindicated @ 24.12.06

Hello world.

I'm still alive.

And nothing to do.

Hello world.

I'm inlove.

But afraid to get hurt.

Hello world.

I'm in bliss

But I feel confused at the very moment.

Hello world.

I'm crazy.

But still can think straight.

Goodnight world.

♥ Vindicated @ 23.12.06

It has been a year since he passed away. The thought of my papa still makes me cry. It still lingers here. I can't help but get tears whenever I think of him. I know I've not yet moved on, it's hard for me. I miss him more and more each day.

Yesterday was my papa's 1st year death anniversary. Everybody was present including his brothers and sisters. I met our relatives that I've never seen for quite some time. I was happy to meet them but it made me miss my papa more. It's just the thought of us having fun but he's not there, not physically present. But I know he's happy, wherever he is.

I love you, Papa. I'll see you.

♥ Vindicated @ 20.12.06

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