Well, I REALLY DON'T KNOW what's happening to me. I've been so
moody these past few days. Maybe I've
realized so many things that I just keep to myself. I just have to
face reality. I've been
pretending not to see it because I don't want
to get miffed. I hate life but there are
so many things that makes me change my outlook of my existence. They gave me the
outlook that I still am very fond of
life, though it gives me so much
pressure and suffering.
I just read CAMILLA'S blog.
Darn, my eyes were filled with tears. Good thing I was able to control it from
falling.. Ngayon lang nag-sink in sa akin na
NEW CLASSMATES nanaman next year. Just like what she said, section 1
is the only section that made my whole year so
exceptional.
DAHIL sa sobrang pasasalamat sa Section 1.
Hindi ko na alam ano sasabihin ko. Hahaha!
Section 1 made my highschool life so worth while. They've changed me to
someone better. They've helped me change my whole personality and one of the
reasons why I
AM
STILL
VERY
FOND
OF LIFE.
* just realized:
-PEOPLE are sooooooo M-U-S-H-Y.
Ok, I MIGHT sound K.J and you might say that I'm saying this because I have
no love soul now. But hell man. They tend to get over-sentimental.
*Questions*
1. Why do they have to make Friendster
Accounts? It pisses me off. (Sorry to those people who made accounts,
just voicing out my opinion.)
Sige na nga, I WILL MIND MY OWN BUSINESS.
BADTRIP talaga mga tao. Why do they have to mind other people's problems?
Better shut-up if you're not included in this
whole dilemma. You don't even know the grounds of this problem.
GET OUT OF HERE .!?*^@
Whew, letting out of my feelings feels great.
Ay, hindi ko pa pala napopost yung nagyari yesterday afternoon. As I said, we
had our Egg Hunt in our Compound and P110 was all I got. Yes ladies and gents,
110 pesos that consists of a 50 peso bill, and six
10 peso bills. But that was OK. Nakakuha ako ng
cash. Hahaha! Adette got P300, she got the two eggs that contained the P100.
That night, my family together with Sam, except for my kuya went to the mall
to supposedly watch 'The Ice Princess' but when we got there, it's not yet
showing and no posters yet. Dammit! It said it was open to all theatres world
wide.
That's about it though
*ciao!*
Woke up pretty early compared to these past few days. My mom woke me up.
Darn. But its OK. It's Easter Sunday
today, Yehey. Hail to JESUS. He's alive once again. Later we'll have the
egg hunting. Yes,
PERA nanaman to. Hahaha! Anyway, last night
my family ate Shakey's. hahah! And man, was I full. Jay, my kuya's friend and I
drew a cartoon. Haha! If I have the time to scan our drawings, I'll post it
here. Haha! Well, that's about it. I have something to do pa.
*Ciao!*
No guy is perfect. THIS
POEM PROVED ME THAT. So, to all of you who still
waits for that "perfect guy", you better read this. Btw, Jamie sent me this,
MISS YOU JEME! :D
The PERFECT MAN
The
perfect man is gentle
Never cruel or mean
He
has a beautiful smile and keeps his face so clean.
The perfect man likes children
And will
raise them by your side
He
will be a good father
As
well as a good husband to his bride.
The
perfect man loves cooking
Cleaning and vacuuming too
He’ll do anything in his power
To
convey his feelings of love on to you.
The perfect man is sweet
Writing poetry from your name
He’s a best friend to your mother
And kisses away your pain.
He never has made you cry
Or batter you in any way
To
hell with this endless poem
THE PERFECT MAN IS GAY!!!!!
Change your perception of a perfect guy.
Everyone has his or her own imperfections and
defects. Perfect guys belongs to our
dreams.
KAT SORRY!
Here I go. Boredom is with me right now. I detest tediousness.
Hay nako, let me just tell you what happened last
Thursday and Friday.
Thursday:
We started the procession at about 6 and rove around Marikina and it ended at
about 9. It was tiring. I can't say 'very tiring' because I know Friday will be
longer. I was wearing my chucks
and damn, I took it off. -- Here in my house. Not during the whole event.
Hahaha! It really tortured me LIKE
hell. The Thursday procession was longer than I least expected it to be. I was
used to a shorter procession every Thursday but NO, it was longer. There were a
lot of adventures while my cousin and I were walking especially to Kuya Igi.
Haha! Through the candle-paper-holder-burning
and through that "Igi-naapakan-mo-yung-lumilayab-na-apoy"
by Tita Trec, and to that very special man who called Kuya Igi and winked at him
(YOU changed his life.
NOW he's scared. Haha! Kidding Kuya Igi.) Nothing beats this very cute little
boy who went infront of us and looked at our 'caro', whatever you call that, and
said: "Ay, ito yung GRASSHOPPER." Ang kyooot
naman. Gabo and I laughed really hard and Ate Kats also told us she heard it,
too. Why laugh? -- Ok,
Ours wasn't the GRASSHOPPER,
it was the LAST SUPPER.
It was really unexpected and the fact that he even stopped infront of us.
Hahaha! Cool youngster. Enough about that, still walking, we saw different
stores that has extraordinary names. Like "SHOEcolate."
Kyoot. Hahaha! Immature kami. Haha! We took pictures of those names, I haven't
uploaded it yet. I mean, Ate Kats . I guess, that's about all the Thursday
experience.
Friday:
We arrived pretty early in the church because they told my mama (my
grandmother) that it will start at 5:30 but it started a little late than the
said time. When we arrived there, some of the 'caro' are still being fixed so it
sort of pissed my Mama. But it was Ok. We just went inside the church and saw
some of my Mama's long time friends. Soon after, it started. I saw some
familiar faces, let's say, faces I know that I'm not close to or I
don't even talk to, or faces my friends talk about or, waaah, whatever. Sam and
I was with Charm and we were like talking the whole time. Except when Sam
suddenly said her tummy aches. Hahaha! I won't discuss that further 'cause if
ever she see this, she'll be a mad woman.
Haha! Kidding. Again, we saw unusual names
like, Woo-tah (Water), I forgot the other one, it
was really funny, err, I'll use someone's name na lang,
it was like: Gabo Goto's. Hahaha! It
should've been: Gabo's Goto. Hahaha! Bigla namang humirit 'tong si ate Kats,
she said: "Baka pangalan niya talaga yung *blank* Goto. *TUG* tawa.. that took
me some time to think. Hahaha! Whatever. As I said, Fridays are longer. And yes,
it was. REALLY LONG. That instigated another sore feet. Haha! But it was OK,
I did it all for JESUS.
I DID IT ALL FOR JESUS.
-- I seldom talk to him. So, this is what I offered
him.
*Something is wrong with sun [Yes guys,
I am a sun user. It's not jologs.
You get to text people without costing a peso or 2.]
I can't feel the summer,
maybe because we had the start of our vacation LATE. Tsk,
tsk. AA talaga.
I am really jaded. I got nothing to do here.
I'll be going to Baguio on Monday and be back on Wednesday. Baguio, Here I
come. I badly missed that place. I didn't even go there during the
Christmas
Vacation. I was used to it pa naman 'cause we've been celebrating
Christmas in Baguio for 4 years.
**Later.**
And in this next line, I'll say it all over again that I
love you, I love you
'Cause tonight I'll leave my fears behind 'Cause tonight
I'll be right at your side
But still I see the tears from your eyes
maybe I'm just not the one for you
Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing.