Must Get Out♥

I'm 70% sure and decided to study in the US. Atleast for now since I haven't taken the SAT. I need a new environment, new experiences. I know it'll be hard adjusting but if my mind's on that path then I'll never regret making that decision. I need to pass that test! My future lies there.

If ever I don't (which I hope won't happen), I'm going to stay here and study in UE. I know it'll still be fun if I stay. I still get to hang out and see my friends. The only adjustments I have to make are dealing with different new faces and the environment in college.
I'm still thinking of the PROS and CONS of studying abroad. But, as what I've said, I am that sure of flying to a different country. I'm not good on socializing, I admit but I think I can handle life there.

Hmm. Anyway, I'm still functioning despite having a broken heart and hanging with promises that were left unsaid, undone. At the moment, I want to let these distressing feelings out. I don't know any solutions except of venting to my friends. But, it still doesn't make me contented. There's something missing. I don't know why my tears can't fall, there's like this barrier that stops them from falling. Maybe that's why I'm not feeling ok. I can't let all these negativity out of me just by crying. I tried to be optmistic but that's when I started going through this. Such irony. On the brighter side of things, I think with all these happening, I'm getting closer to Him. I'm letting Him do whatever He wants. I'm becoming an optimistic person. Thanks to all these encumbrances.

LET GO. LET GOD.

♥ Vindicated @ 7.1.07

There are days when I wish I have a permanent bestfriend. Someone to whom I can share everything (in details). The person who'll stick forever without making any promises. Someone who will accept me for who I am.

I need a bestfriend at the moment. I can't keep these to myself or I'll breakdown. Venting to my friends is one solution but it seems like I haven't expressed what I'm really feeling completely.

I'm not in the mood to post. This doesn't even make me OK as compared to before when I just have to sign in here, type and let it all out. Too private.

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL WHO PASSED ADMU. :)

♥ Vindicated @ 7.1.07

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