For the love of music♥
Saturday, April 29, 2006
I thought everything about the band will be okay with Dad. I thought he'll support me. But I think all of these are just my "
thoughts". God. I can't believe he'll tell me that. It breaks me.
Vien asked me if I could play the bass for them. They're joining this battle of the bands and will start practicing this week. I was so pleased to be asked cause I think that's a compliment. Well, I'm not good at it. I play guitars and was switched to bass because of a band dilemma.
I still do not believe that I am good but I know I could do it. I really wanted to join them so I said, YES, but still not quite sure cause I'll tell dad all about it. Even my friend told me to join, it was an oppurtunity. But I guess that oppurtunity will
stay as an oppurtunity that I've never even got hold of.
Dad didn't allow me to make it short. But it's not the main reason why I'm so pissed and disappointed at the very moment. His words did make me feel this way. I asked if I could join them since Vien asked me to but I got an immediate "NO" from him. I asked why and a reason not to join them. All he said was,
"You're not yet good. Mapapahiya ka lang. Bass pa hahawakan mo. 'Wag ka ng sumali dun". Oh hell, I walked out. I don't care what he'll tell me and his up coming sermon later about disrespecting. I am so used and tired of it. Well, now I feel useless. Maybe I was just pretending and dreaming that I am capable to play these intruments. My friends compliment has gone to waste. My accomplishment in life isn't an accomplishment at all. My knowledge on playing the guitar and the bass doesn't have an effect anymore. At this point, I know I've broken a dream. I am not good and a failure.
But whatever it takes, my love for music will never cease.
♥ Vindicated @ 29.4.06
Strike 3♥
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Do you know how it feels when you've committed mistakes for the third time? Of course you do! I didn't make mistake three times, twice lang. Hahahah! But these mistakes I've made aren't
grave 
nor bad. It was
FUNNY. Or should I say, embarassing.
Cris IM-ed (if there's such word) last night. *Read the texts in bold.
cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:19:02 PM): bam bam bu bam ba bam bam bu bam
abbie bella (4/24/2006 10:19:14 PM): Ano ka, drums? 
(Bonjing-- no more no less)
cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:19:22 PM): hnd ah
cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:19:31 PM): un ung sinasabi ni dee dee bago yang line na yan
abbie bella (4/24/2006 10:19:37 PM):
abbie bella (4/24/2006 10:19:46 PM): kapatid ni dex? (What made me say, Dex instead of Dexter?)
cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:19:56 PM): nope
cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:19:59 PM): dee dee ramone
abbie bella (4/24/2006 10:20:02 PM): dexter (Hindi na ko feeling close kay Dexter.)cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:20:03 PM):
cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:20:08 PM):
no
abbie bella (4/24/2006 10:20:12 PM): ahhhhhhh
abbie bella (4/24/2006 10:20:16 PM): kaya gna natawa ako eh!!!!!1
cris galvez (4/24/2006 10:20:28 PM): ahhh
abbie bella (4/24/2006 10:21:07 PM): hahahaha!!!!!!!!! kala ko si deedee kapatid ni dexter. shit (I think this line explains it all.) 
Incident II
While we were talking about their multiply pictures.
cris galvez (4/24/2006 11:11:25 PM): which one?
cris galvez (4/24/2006 11:11:26 PM):
cris galvez (4/24/2006 11:11:35 PM): ano caption?
abbie bella (4/24/2006 11:11:42 PM): wait
abbie bella (4/24/2006 11:11:44 PM): forgot
abbie bella (4/24/2006 11:12:01 PM): basta
nakashort ka ata nun eh tapos magandang shirt. sorry na. AX eh
abbie bella (4/24/2006 11:12:15 PM): shorts
abbie bella (4/24/2006 11:12:18 PM): short
cris galvez (4/24/2006 11:12:20 PM): hahahah
cris galvez (4/24/2006 11:12:29 PM): oh no
abbie bella (4/24/2006 11:12:31 PM): strike 2 na ko sayo
cris galvez (4/24/2006 11:12:31 PM):
cris galvez (4/24/2006 11:12:21 PM): hahaha
GOD. Ayoko naaaaaaa.
Loser na talaga ako.
Another story.
Kausap ko si Chino. Take note:
Ibang Chino.
Abbie: Ay nakita mo na multiply ni Karel?
Chino: Oo, nakita mo sa multiply ko, friend ko siya.
Abbie: HAHAHAHA! Talaga?
Chino: Hahahha! Oo.
Abbie: Nakita mo multiply ni Camille Prats?
Chino: Eh, ayoko dun eh. Parang mango yung face niya.
Abbie: Nino? ni Camille? (Pag sabi ko, short "I" kaya
parang Camuhl)
Chino: Oo. (Aba parang hindi napansin!)
Waaaaah. What's was wrong with me last night?
♥ Vindicated @ 25.4.06
Bloopers and conversations♥
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Kawawa naman si Gabo. Kaya gagawa naman ako kay Kuya and ofcourse, Bernadette. Hehehe
KuyaPumunta kaming Shopwise. May tiangge na nagtitinda ng "havaianas". (Dati pa niya gusto bumili pero mapili siya sa color)
Kuya: Uy! Ito may brown! May size kayo nito? Size 10 o 11.
Tindero: Ay wala. Pero subukan niyo yan.
Kuya: *Sinubukan at fortunately, hindi nagkasya* Hindi kasya eh.
Tindero: Meron kaming black.
Kuya: Eh ayoko ng black eh. Sige salamat.
Abbie: Hindi naman Havianas yun eh. Havanas nakasulat. *Sabay tawa*
Kuya: *Profanity here* Oo nga eh!
Dati pa to. Pumunta kaming Baguio.
Mommy: Pupunta akong Good Sheperd, may pabibili kayo?
Kuya: Ma! Bumili ka ng wrinkles.
Abbie: Kuya ano? *Tawa ng tawa*
Kuya: Ay ano! Crinkles pala! *Tapos tumuwa rin siya*
Nasa car kami. Papuntang Camp John Hay. May nadaanan kami Cafe.
Kuya: Uy! Cafe Lupe. Take note: pronounciation niya ng CAFE= Cayfe.
Lahat ng nasa car: Tumawa
Abbie: Baka Cafe. *Tamang pagsabi na*
Ok. Si Adette na.
Mag-eegg hunting kami that afternoon.
Adette: Ate, sino kakampi mo mamaya? (Yung little kids kasi may yaya)
Ate: Wala, ako lang. Bakit?
Adette: Diba ako dati winner? Marami akong nakuhang eggs?
Ate: Oo nga eh. Sino ba kakampi mo nun?
Ate: Si shell.
Ate: *Nagtataka kasi wala akong kakilalang shell na naging yaya niya.* Sinong shell? Si Yaya Icel?
Adette: Hindi! Yung sa under the sea!
Ate: Sino??
Adette: Basta nasa Little Mermaid siya.
Ate: Huh? Sino yun?
Adette: Si Yaya Pearly.
GO FIGURE.I DO LOVE MY BROTHERS AND SISTER. They turn everything to comedy.
Kidding.
I love you, Kuya, Gabo and Adette. 
♥ Vindicated @ 20.4.06
Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing.