Band Practice. Boredom. Adventure with Gingi and Sam.♥

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Wasn't able to blog for four days. I've been going out lately. That's a good thing. It's summer naman and it's a good way to spend time than facing the computer for hours and getting tons of sermons from my parents and my brothers or talking with boredom. I can't remember what happened last Monday-Thursday besides going to the mall.
Yesterday, we had our band practice for April 2. Man, I'm nervous. It's not just because of the crowd that'll be watching, it's also because I'm not really that comfortable with the instrument I'll be playing. Switch: Guitars to Bass. Ok, so what's the BIG difference anyway? I enjoy playing the guitar more than that instrument and it was very sudden. Well, I just have to ENJOY WHAT I'M DOING and rock with it. Hoping our practices will be lucrative. I also went to the mall again with Sam, Onion, Ciello and Vien. Ciello and Vien took a ride while Onion, Sam and I walked. It wasn't that far though but it was really scary. We went inside the mall. *HAHA!* and saw someoneeeee, right Sam? Hahaha! In your face! Haha!
I went there to change the CD I bought and I just want to slap that woman who I asked. She was really annoying. Even Sam rolled eyes on her. BFC talaga, Yuck. We went home commuting. At muntik na kaming maligaw. Galing kasi ni Gingi e. Nagtipid kami at hindi kami nag tricycle papuntang house e, medyo malayo pa yun. So no choice, we walked. It was really tiring and IT WAS ANOTHER ADVENTURE.

Mixed contemplations.♥

Monday, March 28, 2005

Well, I REALLY DON'T KNOW what's happening to me. I've been so
moody these past few days. Maybe I've
realized so many things that I just keep to myself. I just have to
face reality. I've been
pretending not to see it because I don't want
to get miffed. I hate life but there are
so many things that makes me change my outlook of my existence. They gave me the
outlook that I still am very fond of
life, though it gives me so much
pressure and suffering.

I just read CAMILLA'S blog.
Darn, my eyes were filled with tears. Good thing I was able to control it from
falling.. Ngayon lang nag-sink in sa akin na
NEW CLASSMATES nanaman next year. Just like what she said, section 1
is the only section that made my whole year so
exceptional.

DAHIL sa sobrang pasasalamat sa Section 1.
Hindi ko na alam ano sasabihin ko. Hahaha!

Section 1 made my highschool life so worth while. They've changed me to
someone better. They've helped me change my whole personality and one of the
reasons why I
AM
STILL
VERY
FOND
OF LIFE.

* just realized:

-PEOPLE are sooooooo M-U-S-H-Y.

Ok, I MIGHT sound K.J and you might say that I'm saying this because I have
no love soul now. But hell man. They tend to get over-sentimental.

*Questions*

1. Why do they have to make Friendster
Accounts? It pisses me off. (Sorry to those people who made accounts,
just voicing out my opinion.)

Sige na nga, I WILL MIND MY OWN BUSINESS.

BADTRIP talaga mga tao. Why do they have to mind other people's problems?
Better shut-up if you're not included in this
whole dilemma. You don't even know the grounds of this problem.
GET OUT OF HERE .!?*^@

Whew, letting out of my feelings feels great.

Ay, hindi ko pa pala napopost yung nagyari yesterday afternoon. As I said, we
had our Egg Hunt in our Compound and P110 was all I got. Yes ladies and gents,
110 pesos that consists of a 50 peso bill, and six
10 peso bills. But that was OK. Nakakuha ako ng
cash. Hahaha! Adette got P300, she got the two eggs that contained the P100.

That night, my family together with Sam, except for my kuya went to the mall
to supposedly watch 'The Ice Princess' but when we got there, it's not yet
showing and no posters yet. Dammit! It said it was open to all theatres world
wide.

That's about it though

*ciao!*

Cheddar! Hahah! :D

Easter Sundayyyy!♥

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Woke up pretty early compared to these past few days. My mom woke me up.
Darn. But its OK. It's Easter Sunday
today, Yehey. Hail to JESUS. He's alive once again. Later we'll have the
egg hunting. Yes,
PERA nanaman to. Hahaha! Anyway, last night
my family ate Shakey's. hahah! And man, was I full. Jay, my kuya's friend and I
drew a cartoon. Haha! If I have the time to scan our drawings, I'll post it
here. Haha! Well, that's about it. I have something to do pa.

*Ciao!*

Perfect Guy, is there such thing *haha! in this world?♥

Saturday, March 26, 2005

No guy is perfect. THIS
POEM PROVED ME THAT. So, to all of you who still
waits for that "perfect guy", you better read this. Btw, Jamie sent me this,
MISS YOU JEME! :D

Change your perception of a perfect guy.
Everyone has his or her own imperfections and
defects.  Perfect guys belongs to our
dreams.

---

 

Being tired for 2 days ain't a good thing. So, this is how someone who works 24/7 everytime he/she doesn't do a thing. Daaarrrn. It'll be ok, I'm going to do a lot again tomorrow and next week.

KAT SORRY!Being tired for 2 days ain't a good thing. So, this is how someone who works 24/7 everytime he/she doesn't do a thing. Daaarrrn. It'll be ok, I'm going to
do a lot again tomorrow and next week.

KAT SORRY!

Here I go. Boredom is with me right now. I detest tediousness.

Hay nako, let me just tell you what happened last
Thursday and Friday.

Thursday:

We started the procession at about 6 and rove around Marikina and it ended at
about 9. It was tiring. I can't say 'very tiring' because I know Friday will be
longer. I was wearing my chucks
and damn, I took it off. -- Here in my house. Not during the whole event.
Hahaha! It really tortured me LIKE
hell. The Thursday procession was longer than I least expected it to be. I was
used to a shorter procession every Thursday but NO, it was longer. There were a
lot of adventures while my cousin and I were walking especially to Kuya Igi.
Haha! Through the candle-paper-holder-burning
and through that "Igi-naapakan-mo-yung-lumilayab-na-apoy"
by Tita Trec, and to that very special man who called Kuya Igi and winked at him
(YOU changed his life.
NOW he's scared. Haha! Kidding Kuya Igi.) Nothing beats this very cute little
boy who went infront of us and looked at our 'caro', whatever you call that, and
said: "Ay, ito yung GRASSHOPPER." Ang kyooot
naman. Gabo and I laughed really hard and Ate Kats also told us she heard it,
too. Why laugh? -- Ok,
Ours wasn't the GRASSHOPPER,
it was the LAST SUPPER.
It was really unexpected and the fact that he even stopped infront of us.
Hahaha! Cool youngster. Enough about that, still walking, we saw different
stores that has extraordinary names. Like "SHOEcolate."
Kyoot. Hahaha! Immature kami. Haha! We took pictures of those names, I haven't
uploaded it yet. I mean, Ate Kats . I guess, that's about all the Thursday
experience.

Friday:

We arrived pretty early in the church because they told my mama (my
grandmother) that it will start at 5:30 but it started a little late than the
said time. When we arrived there, some of the 'caro' are still being fixed so it
sort of pissed my Mama. But it was Ok. We just went inside the church and saw
some of my Mama's long time friends. Soon after, it started. I saw some
familiar faces, let's say, faces I know that I'm not close to or I
don't even talk to, or faces my friends talk about or, waaah, whatever. Sam and
I was with Charm and we were like talking the whole time. Except when Sam
suddenly said her tummy aches. Hahaha! I won't discuss that further 'cause if
ever she see this, she'll be a mad woman.
Haha! Kidding. Again, we saw unusual names
like, Woo-tah (Water), I forgot the other one, it
was really funny, err, I'll use someone's name na lang,
it was like: Gabo Goto's. Hahaha! It
should've been: Gabo's Goto. Hahaha! Bigla namang humirit 'tong si ate Kats,
she said: "Baka pangalan niya talaga yung *blank* Goto. *TUG* tawa.. that took
me some time to think. Hahaha! Whatever. As I said, Fridays are longer. And yes,
it was. REALLY LONG. That instigated another sore feet. Haha! But it was OK,
I did it all for JESUS.

I DID IT ALL FOR JESUS.
-- I seldom talk to him. So, this is what I offered
him.

 

I keep on saying this line. Even using it as a quit message in iRC. I don't
know why. It just popped out of my head.



To be honest, I'm not holy. Daaaah. Haha!
I wasn't good this holy week. I kept on shouting my brothers and
even my little sister. My bad!



For two straight days, I've been tired. We participated in the 'Prusisyon'
that resulted to a sore and aching feet. Haha! Sore feet? The heck.

*Something is wrong with sun [Yes guys,
I am a sun user. It's not jologs.
You get to text people without costing a peso or 2.]
I can't feel the summer,
maybe because we had the start of our vacation LATE. Tsk,
tsk. AA talaga.

I am really jaded. I got nothing to do here.
I'll be going to Baguio on Monday and be back on Wednesday. Baguio, Here I
come. I badly missed that place. I didn't even go there during the
Christmas
Vacation. I was used to it pa naman 'cause we've been celebrating
Christmas in Baguio for 4 years.

**Later.**

Questions.♥

Friday, March 25, 2005

I don't know what >b>Godwill answer me if I ever ask him why do I have to go through this painful occurence every once in a while? I really hate when I go through this but its like I'm used to this feeling. Why do I have to fall for someone? Why do I have to be hurt? Lesson taught. I've been through this sentiment and it gave me vague answers.

Give me chance to talk to God, please. Just for an hour.
If ever I grasp the opportunity of talking to him. I hope I'll have the answers.

Questions to ask God:
* Why is it so painful to love?
* Are soul mates true?
* Why do I have to feel hurt?
* Is someone out there really for me? Is destiny true?
* Is love really a feeling or just play?

Is love really a feeling or just a kind of game for some people? Going through this, I've been thinking a little bizarre. Love makes you a fool. Love makes you stupid. Love makes you in high spirits. Love makes you undamaged. LOVE is a CONTRASTING FEELING. Yet, a lot of people want and ask for it. Yes it is ironic.

Summer's here.♥

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Yey! Summer na :D school year ended and it was a really fun year for me and what's more fun is that I heard, we'll be a blocked sectionü I love my classmates :D I love II-1.ü I'll miss them. All Tests ended a while ago and got home at about 2. Shit man, I just saw the guy of my dreams. Haha. Weh. Kidding but shoot, he was just hot. Man, but I guess he's a snob though. I better stop. I just keep on thinking.

This blog missed me. Hahahaha! Wala lang, I'm not ALWAYS in the mood to post. I don't know why.. Darn.

*I really love HALE and its vocalist. Such a HOTTIE. Nice voice pa. I really love their song, Broken Sonnet.

And in this next line, I'll say it all over again that I
love you, I love you

'Cause tonight I'll leave my fears behind 'Cause tonight
I'll be right at your side

But still I see the tears from your eyes
maybe I'm just not the one for you

Back for good? Haha. :D♥

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Whatever Abbie. Back for Good? NO WAY. Haha! So, stop. It's been 2 months since I last posted an entry here. Reason: I'm always not in the mood to post something here because of my dull lay-out before and it has been a busy year for me in school. Cram is what I always do.

I changed my lay-out and I guess this one's better than before.

Marley: NO WOMAN NO CRY. Do you believe in this line? I DO. Haha! Guys do cry. But he doesn't. Sheesh. Whatever. I really don't care. Or I do? Darn. I hate this feeling. I feel rejected or confused.

My life's not making sense. Ok, I might be over reacting but that's what I realized lately. But hell, I still have my friends. and. even. my. family. They still love me, I hope.

New Layout.♥

Monday, March 07, 2005

Been a long long time. A new layout. I'm lovin' it. Haha!

THE SUSPECT

Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing. Does dance. Currently learning to play the violin.

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