Promdate.♥

Friday, November 11, 2005

Shit. Yan lang masasabi ko. Dahil sa 'Rar-sapak-suka-untakeable' na promdate na yan. Ito ako ngayon, desperado. Putek. Ayoko na mag prom. Yun lang. Period. No erase. Sabi nga ni Paul.

I thought that prom is something to look forward to. But I guess I am (not was. Present eh! Hahaha.) wrong. I might be pre-judging but I just hate what's happening. Tae. Shitty. Hahaha.

Tingnan na lang at basahin yung popost ito. Sorry at JOLOGS kasi.
PLEASE BARE WITH ME.

Prospect # 1
Itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang "PUPPY LOVE". Oh suka. Wag yan. Sa code name na
*******. Hehehe. Wow, code nga. Literal. Hehehe.

Si *******
ay isa sa mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko. I can say that he knows me alot.
Someone I can friggin' run to when I'm in a hurry. Hahaha. WEHHH. Seriously,
he's someone I know I can run to when I have a very huge trouble/predicament. I
knew him eversince I was in 7th grade. He's someone I trust. Akala ko siya na
talaga magiging promdate ko e. Kasi alam kong kahit papano may clue na siya na
i-aask ko siya. E stupid. Hehehe. Joke. I asked him casually. Parang usual talk.
Ganun daw e. Humingi hingi pa ko ng lintek na advices para dun. Shitty.

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Ako: *******! May tatanong ako sayo. TAE! wag kang magugulat.
Siya: Sige! Ano yun?
Ako: Pwede ka bang maging promdate?
Siya: Ah Sige kung wala akong gagawin that day, pero kelan ba?
Ako: I'm not sure e. Hehe. Pero hanap pa rin akong iba if ever. (TANGA! Bakit ko sinabi.)
Siya: Ayaw mo si Gabo?
Ako: (Explain)
Siya: Ayaw mo si ####? (Ooops. Censored.)
Ako: (Explain ng maigi para matauhan at marealize niyang siya talaga)
Siya: Gusto mo si ---- (Taeng yan! Yun pa talaga. Eh traumatized na nga ako dun e.)
Ako: Nako! Sige wag na nga. Hahanap na lang akong iba.
Siya: ( HEHEHE. WALANG REPLY. LINTEK KA!!!)

Ok. I decided to erase prospect # 1 on my list. Halatang ayaw niya.

Prospect # 2

Mejo dati nagka-conflict ako with him. Lakas kasing
mangisulto. Pero naging OK na kami. Close na nga e. HEHE. Tapos yun, he's fun to
be with and fun to talk to. Kaya I thought he's Okay to be a promdate. I WON'T
GET BORED. HAHAHA! Pero sabi niya, Hindi daw pwede, may GF siya. Cry nanaman
tayo, ano. Kahit sa fair namin bawal. Crappyness. But no biggie. HEHE. Ok lang
sa akin. HEHE. Hindi ako na affect. HEHEHE.

Erase Prospect # 2

Prospect # 3

Para naman kay Prospect # 2. Itagno natin siya sa name na "So long sweet summer." Go figure. Heheh. Ang mushy. Shit. Si "SLSS", ( Aaaaack. Yuck.) we were really close. Like bestfriends. Yeah. But he's not my bestfriend. Hehe. Gulo. I can vividly remember the day when he said goodnight. EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Tae. Corny talaga. Hahaha! We talked about this prom thing. May mali lang akong nagawa. Sabi ko, i-aask ko nga si Prospect # 1. Siguro naisip niya na hindi ko siya i-aask pero alam kong tinanong ko din siya kung gusto niya. So, Ok. Clean. Tapos malalaman ko na lang ngayon,
may nauna na sa akin i-ask siya! What hurts me is the fact that, the one who asked him is my batchmate and I know they won't know eachother if it wasn't for me. KASI NAMAN. He asked HER if SHE knows ME. Cry na lang tayo. Grieve. Another thing, we're more close.

Erase prospect # 3.

Ito na.
MAGFEFEELING NA KO. HEHEHE.

Prospect # 4

Code name:
Michael Jackson. HAHAHA! It's not that he looks like him. YUCK. Please!
HAHA. Hehe. The truth is, he doesn't know me. HEHEHE. Pero naging prospect ko.
Hehe. He was my crush since 2nd year. YEAH. SAD. To make it short, naunahan
nanaman ako. Weird kasi hindi nga niya ko kilala. Pero yung nag-ask naman sa
kanya, totally hindi niya din kilala. Sabi niya sige daw basta ma-meet niya.
Shit. Unbreak my heart. HAHAHA. NOOO! Tapos she asked him through her friend who
went to his school. Sobrang hindi sila magkakilala (nung friend niya.) Tapos
sinabi na nga lang daw nung friend niya kung pwede. Tapos. Yun yung sagot niya.
Ulitin natin. Sabi niya sige daw basta ma-meet niya. Aray. Pero okay
lang. Nagfefeeling lang ako. Hehehe.

Totally erase
prospect # 3. Feeling ko no? Hahahaha!!

Ngayon.
Parang ayaw ko na mag PROM. Sino pa kasi nagimbento niya. SIGE, KJ/loser/tae na
ko. Pero ayoko kasi ng ganito. Pahirapan. Gusto ko instant. HAHAHA! FEELING. You
know I was kidding, right? I was. Hehe. Hirap talaga. I swear.

Bahala na kung aattend ako niyan. I'm trying to be optimistic. Hehe. Iniisip ko na lang na laging may dadating na masOK sa kanila. DIBA?

My brother turned Anti-Christ?♥

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

My brother turned Anti-Christ?

It's is a big question mark. Freaky as it may seem, I think that is what's happening.

He suddenly didn't want to go to church.

My family stopped from going to the church because of the work of my parents. It was such a big relief for us when we started going to the church again. At first, it wasn't a big deal for me cause okay, he has reason to not go with us. We participate mass at 6 and it is early. So, whatever. Excused.

He visits "evil" sites. (Hahahahaha! Seriously.)

He visits this site. I don't know what's the URL. The hell I care? Hehe. I just heard Dad said last night,

Dad: Ano ba yan, puro pang Anti-Christ pinunpuntahan mong site a, kaya lumalayo sayo grasya eh!
Kuya: (Walang masabi.)
Abbie: Oo nga! Oo nga! (Ay. Epal ako. Hahahaha!)
Kuya: Hindi naman e (Na natatawang sinabi. Sabay close nung window.)

Obviously, nasapian ang kuya ko. Hahah. Joke. Naalala ko ang paguusap namin nung isa kong pang kapatid.

Ako: Hoy! Magsimba ka naman! (Kay Kuya.)
Kuya: (Lumabas ng pinto.)
Gabo: Feeling ko may nangyari sa simbahan na na trauma siya.
Ako: Feeling ko din.
Gabo: Hindi, may nangyari yan.
Ako: Bakit alam mo?
Gabo: Hindi feeling ko lang din.
(Tapos naglaro na kami ulit ng Tekken 5.)

My Kuya acts like a kid lately. Kahit bata dito sa compound inaaway. Ako naman, nagfefeeling matanda, pinapagalitan siya. Hehehehe. Nakikinig naman sa akin. Hehe. Weird.

Despite his weird actions recently, I still love my freaking kuya.

THE SUSPECT

Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing. Does dance. Currently learning to play the violin.

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