Yesterday was EXTRAordinary. Wohoo. Salamat Belle and Isay. I had supah fun. We should do that often kahit na ang palpak nung ibang ginawa (like watching THAT MOVIE). Haha. Na-karma nga kami, ang pangit nung movie. So, can you figure out the film we watched? I needed that sort of gettaway with my friends. Badly. Instead of just venting to them over the phone or through text messages. I needed their company. A really big thank you, gays. :) Anyhow, I still need to collect 15 stickers to get that Starbucks planner. Yes I know it's kind of late cause I just got mine last Tuesday, but what the hell, I still got less than a month. Kaya yun. Kahit na hindi ako ganun ka-coffee junkie. We went to Starbucks with Lala and her friends, 11 people that is. We were only 5 so, 11:5. We weren't able to talk to them. We were in a hurry and so were they.
We dropped off Isay in Filinvest. Tapos, muntik lang naman kaming hindi makalabas ng subdivision kasi ayaw ibigay ng shitty guards yung license nung driver kasi nawala DAW niya yung gate pass pero, wala naman daw talagang binigay according to Kuya who was sitting infront and our driver. I got really pissed off cause my mom was calling me already and the guards were just - SHITTY. Sobrang daming nangyari, eventually nakuha rin yung license niya. Thanks to Mr. Lagunzad. I got to share stories with Belle manhid, too. She's just amazingly trustworthy. Goodluck on that stomach ache, manhid. :)
I talked to my friend from 10 to 3. He poured out emotions because of his current heartbreak. I just helped him and he helped me, too. I just hope he feels better than the past few days. He was really feeling down. He didn't tell a thing, I just noticed. I think he just needed someone to listen him (as much as I needed someone to listen to me). HEARTBREAK. Shit.
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Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished:
tell yourself that what has passed will never come back.
Remember that there was a time when you could live without that person.
Nothing is irreplaceable.
A habit is not a need.
-Paulo Coelho
I guess erasing his number (Yes, I didn't memorize his number) will make this feel better. I won't be tempted to text him. I'll just wait for HIM to text ME. I can survive this day.
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STUPID ME.
I mentioned on my December 24 entry that I'll post entries here since I THINK no one bothers to read this unlike my Tabulas and multiply journal. HOWEVER, my bad. I advertised it through my YM status. Actually, I really placed the url on my status cause I thought that few people will click it. Darn. Yes yes, stupid me. Anyway, I don't care. I mean I'm going public. HAHA. So, if ever you guys read this. Why not try to comment? I'll be HAPPIER. Knowing you guys read my blog makes me happy already. Kilig me. HAHAHA! By the way, just to make things clear, I'm not against you reading this. Haha! It just snapped out of me, I AM STUPID. Hahah.
To those who bothered read this and asked me what's happening, I'm really sorry for not sharing these with you. I promise to make it up to you gays. :) Be happy.
RANDOM:
This just scares me. Most of my friends' status in YM talks about death and this friend who wants to die by poisining himself. DEATH? What the -, people. Don't you notice how colorful life is? Ofcourse it's not always rainbow bright, but hell, you're not human if you don't experience the darkness in your existence. I admit I am the MOST PESSIMISTIC person in the universe, or make that country. But I TRY to think positive, of what this life may bring. Now I will live on the saying, LET GO. LET GOD. He's the only ONE who knows what's best for us. Live thy life to the fullest, we just borrowed it from Him. LET THE IDEA OF ENDING IT GET OUT OF YOUR MIND. It's lame People of GOD. LAAMMMEEE.
This day was another ride on the emotional rollercoaster. Gah. Shit. Yeah, I survived this day. (Refer to the text below)
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♥ Vindicated @ 29.12.06
THE SUSPECT
Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing. Does dance. Currently learning to play the violin.
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