I'm 70% sure and decided to study in the US. Atleast for now since I haven't taken the SAT. I need a new environment, new experiences. I know it'll be hard adjusting but if my mind's on that path then I'll never regret making that decision. I need to pass that test! My future lies there.
If ever I don't (which I hope won't happen), I'm going to stay here and study in UE. I know it'll still be fun if I stay. I still get to hang out and see my friends. The only adjustments I have to make are dealing with different new faces and the environment in college. I'm still thinking of the PROS and CONS of studying abroad. But, as what I've said, I am that sure of flying to a different country. I'm not good on socializing, I admit but I think I can handle life there.
Hmm. Anyway, I'm still functioning despite having a broken heart and hanging with promises that were left unsaid, undone. At the moment, I want to let these distressing feelings out. I don't know any solutions except of venting to my friends. But, it still doesn't make me contented. There's something missing. I don't know why my tears can't fall, there's like this barrier that stops them from falling. Maybe that's why I'm not feeling ok. I can't let all these negativity out of me just by crying. I tried to be optmistic but that's when I started going through this. Such irony. On the brighter side of things, I think with all these happening, I'm getting closer to Him. I'm letting Him do whatever He wants. I'm becoming an optimistic person. Thanks to all these encumbrances.
LET GO. LET GOD.
♥ Vindicated @ 7.1.07
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Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing. Does dance. Currently learning to play the violin.
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Abbie. Abbiebells. Bella. Isabelle. Seventeen. Broke. Still functioning. An aspiring photographer. Guitarist of her band, Taken. Wants to study abroad. Will become a dentist. A Komu member since first year. God-fearing. Not a snob. A music enthusiast. An Incubus, TBS and Mae fan. Does sing.